January 2012
money’s for spending right?
so i’ve randomly booked to go to berlin on my own (well, i have friends there) for my birthday.
can’t wait :)
i don’t want to wake up one day with regrets
i don’t want to grow old, look back and wish i’d of lived my life any differently
factors like these make decision making so hard
oooh started a lovely journal today
whitby was great
woooooo
'what are you thinking?'
worst fucking question
in other news it’s upsetting i only get to see my best friends about once a week on average nowadays
just means more loner time for me yay
last night was rather strange
i went to a pub quiz with some old high school friends then went out in town. was good for a spontaneous Wednesday night i suppose!
i probably shouldn’t say this as i’ll probably jinx things but i have a feeling at work a promotion typa thing is looming ooooooooh
getting too addicted to my main gap year job. it’s the first job i’ve genuinely...
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why cant people just be fucking honest?! it would save so much heartache. having a moment of reflection on this dark and lonely evening has put me in a sudden horrible mood. i think too much. people take life far too seriously and make everything far more complicated than it is initially. i wish i didn’t have this ridiculous personality sometimes.
my answer to everything that’s...
Tonight I watched stargazing live on tv and got my binoculars out and I could see everything they pointed out! I also saw my first ever shooting star. Wish it was summer because the sky’s so beautiful and clear tonight and I want to fall asleep under the stars.
I also watched playing it straight which is brill!
there’s always them people you never quite get over and that you forever find really attractive. it makes it worse when you also missed the opportunity. if any of that makes sense? it’s difficult to explain
had a nice catch up tonight with porty and co!
i’ve been asked to work tomorrow (day off) and i accepted of course and i’m sadly looking forward to it…
Tonight we went to the pub and talked about holidays and shit then found a cat and called it mr kibbles and it looked skinny and distressed so we called anouks mum and stole it.
Earlier on I went to my grandparents for tea and they’re not the happiest at the mo so I worked my magic and I think I cheered them up! Hate seeing the ones I love all sad :(
biggest turn off: miserable bastards
absolutely lovely day. i went into college to send off my ucas and had a catch up with paige, beeks and some other friends i haven’t seen in a while. i’ve had such a laugh and i don’t feel like i’ve had that quality time doing something and nothing for a long while - such a shame, i need more days like today.
i also booked york for me and my best friends this weekend :D...
Tonight I have been reading and listening to the likes of david gray, the sundays and travis - music that my parents used to blast out in the late 90’s and music I’ve never stopped adoring
spent the night alone, eating and watching shit like take me out and bridget jones. basically being reminded of the worlds constant desire/desperation to be in a relationship. i hate ‘rules’
i love the match.com advert
in germany me and my friends signed up to this german dating site. my friends ended up going on several dates with dodgy germans. i’m glad i chickened out. meeting people over the internet isn’t really my thing :’)
yesterday i worked for my mum for a bit and i really enjoyed it! i then went to visit my ‘dear granny’ in hospital and my god, she is a comedian. yesterday evening i had a burger deal with my best friends and then we went to the pub and it was lovely.
everything was going quite smoothly until we went to the ‘other pub’. this pub does not allow you do have single vodka and...
boredom has driven me to an early night. i used to say ”only boring people get bored”. i must therefore be boring. good night x
500 days of summer is a beautiful film! makes me feel ridiculously happy but sad at the same time
i hate how people have such an enthusiasm for life over the christmas season but bounce back into their boring routine once it’s over. shouldn’t we show enthusiasm everyday of the year?! fuck one season being jolly, i wanna be jolly all da time.
anyway, nobody wanted to do something tonight and i spend far too much alone time so i opted to sleep it off. i’ve just woke up....
it’s unfortunate that those i have liked have never liked me back
it’s even more unfortunate that when people like me the feeling’s never mutual
i feel like i’m just wasting my time, all the time
it’s a vicious circle
